when I'm not me
I read this guy's very interesting blog recently and I became interested to get down with answers for this question; what woud be my alter ego?
First I had to type these two words on google to confirm on the meaning. This done, I started my thought train which as always refuses to choo choo as fast as it should. Tick tock tick tock ,...nothing. Oh my, still nothing came out from my brain after an hour. It's quite certain then. I lack understanding of who I am, what I want to be, how I want things to turn out. So the answer for what would be my alter ego is "I don't know". I know for sure that I sometimes do things and say stuff which the real me would never do, but come to think of it now, I'm not really sure if those things I do reflect me or my alter ego.
I would always get wonderful readings or analysis in all personality or EQ or leadership tests that I've done these past few years. Indeed all of the results bring affirmative nod and satisfaction smile to my face. So, how come I cannot determine what the other side of me would be like? Could it be that there is just none? That I am already 100% happy about who I am? But, the funny thing is, I have "I am not happy" always shouting at the back of my mind. Urrrgh, I am being me.
Bottom line; I am still blur....but I am not so unhappy ....weeeeeee
First I had to type these two words on google to confirm on the meaning. This done, I started my thought train which as always refuses to choo choo as fast as it should. Tick tock tick tock ,...nothing. Oh my, still nothing came out from my brain after an hour. It's quite certain then. I lack understanding of who I am, what I want to be, how I want things to turn out. So the answer for what would be my alter ego is "I don't know". I know for sure that I sometimes do things and say stuff which the real me would never do, but come to think of it now, I'm not really sure if those things I do reflect me or my alter ego.
I would always get wonderful readings or analysis in all personality or EQ or leadership tests that I've done these past few years. Indeed all of the results bring affirmative nod and satisfaction smile to my face. So, how come I cannot determine what the other side of me would be like? Could it be that there is just none? That I am already 100% happy about who I am? But, the funny thing is, I have "I am not happy" always shouting at the back of my mind. Urrrgh, I am being me.
Bottom line; I am still blur....but I am not so unhappy ....weeeeeee
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