A gift to me

There goes! Broke the peace absence around 10am. Couldnt stand it. It's a moody morning after all. The gloomy weather with occasional breeze, refreshing yet bringing more and stronger sense of loneliness. Along and Iesya glued to tv on yet another Korean show, how I abhor the noises from that rubbish. But I shall just keep it quiet within me. I remember reading just yesterday on how in the long run our children could benefit more of parents not telling them what to do, what not to watch etc. Ifa still sleeping, tired from last night I guess. Me and Ikmal at the back, my baby lulling himself to cooking stuff. Me, made myself coffee, black without sugar, and had my first peace for the day. It is after all, something which gives me pleasure, though amidst sadness.

Now I am watching NCIS 'Requiem'. Along says it is a sad one, sure looks like it at the beginning....YES, I am all for watching sad drama today. I really have been weepy all morning and I so still feeli like crying my heart out the rest of the day.
So here goes....

ahh, now it rains....a truly soapy day.