The last day of 2014

It is that day again, the last one this year as per in the lunar calendar. Is it lunar calendar? I'm not sure and sorry, not going to waste my one minute googling. Anyway, I am at work and have been very focussed on trying to get more done today. I really love working on days like these, when there are not many people around, most others would be on leave. I just feel that I get more done, or at least I somehow feel that I am able to do more; doing and thinking. I am very easily distracted that's why. And to be honest, I have long ago sort of lost the drive to be a team person. I prefer to work alone. I really prefer to be on my own. I totally wish that I can be left to work alone and for others to also work on their own....just get the dues done. Is that weird? AM I not normal already? Yes, I used to be a marketing buff....going all along talking to everyone everywhere I go; strangers, friends and foes.
What happened to that drive in me.....gosh
I need to adjust, or readjust,....do I

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